Hard topic . Not many will experience..I got some questions. If one dies and comes back. Can they gain abilities. This is one is huge for me. I left home at 16 I got a job as a hod Carrier. Eventually a pipe fitter. My childhood was okay. I'm the son of a human trafficking kingpin. My mom left around age 6 months. I heard he was big into human sacrifice to other world.. so growing up my older siblings and uncles raised me. They was the four corner hustlas of colorado springs, Colorado..I was raised to attack on site from age 2. By the time I became a adult. I was alone. Selfish. Hot tempered . Impatient. My journey before witch I had to be very strong and learned alot. I ended going down a huge rabbit hole.. I became depressed in isolation for months. My family was never truly their for me.. basically took the medicine cabinet. My dog saved me. All I know is they said the light went out for 4 minutes. They had pronounced me dead..at last minute I came to. Time to pull plug and funeral. Bam heartbeat. After this I became a huge alcoholic. Ended up at the cholo parties. All I know is jungle juice. 15 cups later. I woke up 2 days later. They said I had alcohol poisoning. Then same thing 4 minutes last minute..I have never been able to drink ever since. Have become someone different each time. These both are not very long ago. 2017 18 ish. May have started my path. I don't know nothing about this subject. What does this journey entail. Could I have learned things or no? Or even tapped into other worlds energies. Felt them? Not have known? 😞 I wish I knew more.