I don't know if this is the right place to ask this question, but here goes.
For the deity focus, can you do things other than meditations and rituals to connect with the deities? And if so, do you have any ideas of things I could do?. I'm finding it very...disorienting? to connect with a deity through a guided meditation or ritual and then switch to another one when the lesson is over. I know I could take the lessons at a slower pace, but I don't really want to do that; I like the pace I'm going through the lessons, it's just the deity focus that feels a little off.